This post is dedicated to somebody who I thought could stay with me till my last breath.. But I maybe wrong.. You always say that everything is ok.. And I don't need to worry about anything.. But everything is not.. There will still be people who are still not convinced, like you..
So I wanted to apologise to whatever wrong I had done.. Not just you, but to everyone who is reading this.(But mostly to my sister.. you know who you are)
- I'm sorry about this afternoon.. but it was the only way I could tell you how I feel..
- I'm sorry that you had to go through all the stress you had been through.. I didnt know how you would feel..
- I'm sorry for always asking you to be by my side..
- Sorry if I had changed, I know you want the old me back.. I am trying very very hard to change for you..
I loved all the times we had spent together.. And all the laughs we had.. I thank you for lending your shoulder for me to cry on.. And sorry if I didn't lend you mine..
This is also the words I write for you.. so you can realize what I had observed of you.. To me, you also changed.. your attitude towards us has become less interesting.. you are never amused at what I say.. you tend to not pay attention to me and just nod at whatever I say.. I waited until you realize what has happened to you.. But I couldn't take what you were doing to me ever since you had him.. I felt I didn't want to interfere in your relationship.. that was why I went ahead with them..
I hope you read this.. (:
With Love-
